Monthly Archives: May 2013

RIP Abuelo Papo


RIP Abuelo Papo

Just yesterday I received the news that my grandfather passed away.  He had been fighting in a battle with cancer and, after numerous surgeries, countless treatments, and many long years, his body gave in and it was too much for him to bear.  Considering this loss in my family, we at least have the consolation that he passed away in his own home with many of his loved ones around him.  Personally, although I wasn’t with him when he took his last breath, I got to see him when he came for my father’s college graduation just two weeks ago.  It had been three years since I had last seen him, so seeing him one last time counts for a lot.  I can only imagine what it meant for my dad and his parents to share that moment of graduation together, but I am thankful to have personally witnessed those memories.  Yes, my grandfather had been struggling in his fight for a long time, but it doesn’t make his passing any less difficult or shocking.  If anything, it seems like it came out of nowhere, but then again that may be a selfish kind of mindset.  Instead, I should be grateful for the moments I did share with my grandfather and for the moments that I will spend with my family in Puerto Rico within the next few days.  I am grateful that I got to hug him and tell him I loved him that one last time.  I am grateful that he is no longer suffering.

With that being said, I hope my grandfather finds nothing but peace and love all while knowing he will never be forgotten.


Playa Santa


Playa Santa, or Holy Beach, is no more than a twenty minute drive south of my hometown in Puerto Rico.  Parking is easy to find, being that spots aren’t marked by white paint, but are decided by the driver’s opinion on which patch of sandy grass is the most convenient.  As long as you don’t park on the road that might be occupied by green iguanas the size of small cats or past the point where the grass stops growing and the beach begins, then any spot is yours for the taking.

The sandy shore separating the eco-friendly parking lot from the calm, clear water stretches no further than thirty yards and is surrounded by palm trees.  It is a quaint, familiar getaway, nothing like the perfect oceanfront view at the Hilton in the island’s capital of San Juan.  Here, I don’t have to look for an unattended plastic beach chair or avoid the masses of tourists, while the obnoxious honking of city life driving is miles away.  I can sit on the damp sand with my bare feet buried underneath the grinded up grains of grey, white, and cream colored rocks and sea shells in peace.

The occasional twig the length of a finger surfaces between my toes, becoming a drawing tool in the sand.  With every hand motion, the path of my twig swirls around leaving lines and circles that flow with the light waves I hear in front of me.  If I dig too deeply, its tip is buried by a miniscule avalanche of sand, but, if my indent is too soft, then the hot breeze erases any marks I made.  It’s a craft that takes some practice, but this practice is always cut short by critters that don’t enjoy others remodeling their homes.

I’ve found that making sand art mostly leads to an encounter with a few electric ants.  The tiny fire ants, known on the island as abayardes, are not much bigger than a grain of sand, but their bright golden color is enough to warn against their brutally painful stings.  Once when I was six years old, I tested the six legged bug and didn’t move away as it rushed toward me past the flower I had just drawn in the sand.  The heat that erupted throughout my leg was memorable enough for me to never challenge the electric ant again and be thankful that they are not found in the U.S.  Instead, I usually take the arrival of the abayarde as my cue to leave the sand alone and move into the water.

Within a few paces, my bare feet coated in a weak armor of sand sink into the warm water of the Caribbean Sea.  They don’t disappear, just fade as the rays of the pastel yellow sun illuminate the underwater world below my waist.  Clouds of sand, light reflecting sea shells, and guppies can’t hide from the bright star as I look beneath me.  My arms sway like I’m trying to make a snow angel on the surface of the water and I watch as the ripples that mimic my movements fight against the flow of waves that always seem to win the battle.

The sea is endless and peaceful.  Aside from the shoreline behind me, there is no land in sight and the horizon seems to be the point where the light blue water melts into the light blue sky above.  The thin, white clouds are scarce and their choppy edges seem to reflect the foamy white waves of the sea that form with the winds.  The sandy shore tries to imitate the bright hue of the sun, but the noon position of the star directly above has no competitors in dominance.

The only thing that the sky doesn’t have is the greenery that borders the stillness of the land.  Aside from the palm trees and the grass that scatters throughout the sandy dirt in the parking lot, mangroves peak into the water and cling to the land, making the sky envious of Puerto Rico’s lush, green colors.  The green colors that, in my mind, paint the shapes of the island from the sun’s perspective.  The dark green tops the mountains in the center of the island, while the rainbow of green shades mark where El Yunque rainforest is in the northeast.  The light green hue lets the sun know when the shore is about to begin and the sky can meet Puerto Rico on the horizon once again.

But, it’s the song of the coquí, a tree frog smaller than the size of a thumb, that makes my home better than any tourist attraction.  For a long time, the coquí frogs could only survive in Puerto Rico and their songs lulled natives to sleep every night, me being one of them.  Now, the small amphibians can be heard in other parts of the world, but the songs aren’t loved like they are on my island.  Not even San Juan, which has become the vacation getaway for tourists, appreciates the songs of the coquí anymore.  But to say that the high-pitched sounds of the coquí frogs are annoying is worse than sinning to a Christian.  After a long day of soaking in the water, being warmed by the sun, and feeling the breeze on my face, the song of the coquí is what truly makes me feel at home.

The pink sun begins to melt, disappearing into the ocean’s edge, the green trees darken to a shade closer to black, and the breeze gets chilly, but the coquí song makes the fading scene remain peaceful and unchanging.  It’s the coquí that make this beach holy as if they were sharing monk chants and choir songs.  Without the whistling of the frogs, this beach would be like any other distant shore that hasn’t been blessed by the amphibians.  I watch the day turn to night at playa Santa completely at peace until I fall asleep.  The frogs’ melodies are like a prayer over me that let me know I’m safe at home.

What You Are



I love what you represent.

I respect your message.

I’ll admit,


I follow in your steps.

Thank you

for bringing me your heart.

Thank you

for letting me listen to your soul.

I appreciate you

for showing you’re just like me.

I am you

and we are one.

Your essence is admirable.

I admire you for being you.


Remember Our Soldiers


There may be a lot of buzz around the start of summer, upcoming cookouts, and the end of the semester, but it’s important to remember and respect our military heroes that this time is dedicated to.  They are the men and women who risk their lives every day for our well-being.  Many of these individuals even give their life in exchange for ours.  That kind of sacrifice deserves plenty of respect and recognition.  Once a soldier, always a soldier and they will never be forgotten.

Remember Our Soldiers

Bopping Betty


Her head bops from side to side,
her hair swishes in the wind,
and she seems to skip across the concrete.
Headphones protect her ears
from everything,
except the beat she wants to hear.
This beat is of her own step,
her own heart.
They’re the drums that make her complete.
She only listens to her own mind.
This girl is free from society’s bind.
What a beautiful thing she is!
I admire how she moves freely in the air.
I wish I could bounce like her,
living life without a single care.